I have checked myself into sex and love rehab. The one I am making every day. When I journal, when I write here. When I make breakfast and go to the gym.
Mundane gentle life is my rehab.
I am beginning to love it. A power is awakening in me that I have been watering down and handing over through my vag.
My clarity is fucking back!!!! MY GOD HERE I AM.
With this power my dreams are more gentle. Less PTSD terror.
My sex dreams are definitely not sexy.